Escape

Take me away to a place of pure hate.
My heart is cold as ice,
theres no room to be nice.
Put me in a cage,
because I'm a savage beast.
Ill rip your heart out,
and eat it like a cannibal.
I need to escape this world full of Joy.
It's killing me inside,
I'm better off unloved.

Power

Striving for Love is only human nature,
but feeling Loved sometimes escapes us.
We indulge in ourselves leaving Love behind,
the thrill of power controls our minds.
Broken hearts will only stop this wanting,
so we fall in Love, and leave our power wandering.

Haunting

The past will never fade away,
those torn memories tend to stay.
Finding a new importance is the best thing in life,
but its so hard to find sacrafice.
Sacraficing the old to new,
letting someone in who deeply cares.
Once damage is done it takes time to heal,
your heart wont mend until its sealed.
Walls are put up to save you the heartache,
but sometimes they need to be let down to feel loved.
This haunting memory will never seem to go away,
but when im with my beloved it all seems to fade.

Fate

For the love i never thought id find,
I now can consider you permanently mine.
Day dreaming of the days where my happiness reoccurs,
You are the one that reassures.
We will never be torn apart,
It was love at first sight from the start.
Whats yours is mine,
and the same to you.
Our happiness together is forever true.

War

Reality Seeps Into You.
Dreams of Secret Staircases,
Neglected Decaying Castles,
Owls Speculate Communism,
Europe Searches for Cigarettes,
Potential Change Arises.
Silence Falls,
Languished on the Market,
People Expose Previous Generations,
Old and New touches occur.

Blissul Ignorance

Happiness surrounds my soul,
for once i feel the need to breathe.
Life on the edge was getting old,
a fresh start was a must.
In life the truth,
is my key to happiness.
Meeting fellow Dreamers,
having a sense of belonging.
Those hardships you've gone through,
is all now in the past.
Move forward to new begginings,
or the opportunity will pass.
To freeze time would be a gift from God,
you'd eventually collect your thoughts and move on.
You've opened a new chapter,
so let Blissful Ignorance become your new life.

Blind

My feelings for you won't disappear,
i want you bad but you will never be mine i fear.
I'm going crazy trying to get over you,
but when i see you my eyes stick to you like glue.
I feel like my soul is fading slowly,
my faith & hope for love has gone away.
I'll never be happy again,
until you feel the same way.
I let my heart go,
because i fell for your trick.
You made me blind, & it makes me sick.

Last Night

We were sitting on the couch in deep conversation,
but i started to fade the alcohol making me sleepy.
You tell me to stay awake then your lips brush mine,
the night felt like a dream come true.
My heart skipped a beat as you gazed in my eyes,
i shivered from your gentle touch.
Is this really happening i ask myself...
And the answer is yes.
But neither of us were sober...
then again that didn't cross my mind.
All i knew was i liked what was happening,
i wanted all of you.
The rest of the night was a blur,
morning came...and the moment was gone.
Disappointment surrounds me now,
when you haven't talked to me since the night we kissed.

Lost

I loved you from the start,
so then you broke my heart.
I lost myself in you,
now I'm gone forever.
It's time to be apart,
I need a brand new start.
Love doesn't last forever,
So lets move on together.

Sober

Smoke to forget,
Drink to not think,
Take pills to be chill.
You won't be burying me tonight,
Sober is what I'm becoming.
Taking life day by day,
Happiness is my new cliche.

High

Let's watch the clouds make shapes,
Blow bubbles and watch them shimmer.
Lets finger paint and create our own art,
Watch lightning bugs light up the sky,
Let's float on the water pretend its a cloud.
Take pictures of precious moments in life,
Let's meet new people and fall in love.
Let's get high on life.

Lies

I tell myself im strong,
but when i get butterflies,
because i think of you,
i know i cant move on.
Tell me what i did wrong,
you gave me too little time,
is time too much to ask for?
I can't be hurt any more than i already am,
Ive tried to hate you & despise you,
but my emotions wont let me,
they take control of my actions,
any other girl would just accept it and move on.
But i try to have faith in you,
im torturing myself by thinking of you,
can't you see i care?
If you don't want to hurt me,
then why not try to make it better.
I lie to myself when i say i have moved on,
but the truth is..i get sick to my stomach because you are gone.

Dreamer

I am a Dreamer,
I Dream to change the world.
Make it full of Color,
To cast out the Darkness of Society.
To be our own people,
If you are a dreamer, join me.
Start a Revolution of Dreamers,
We are going to change this world.
One leap at a time,
We will be free, with no regrets.
It's our time to glow,
Let the Sun be our guide.
As Dreamers we will shine

Breathe

Smoke to disconnect,
Smoke to feel free,
Smoke to rebel,
Smoke to be weak.
Depend on this smoke,
& see that it will love you back.
Now compare every hit you take,
with a breath of fresh air.
What get's you higher?
For me it's the atmosphere
of the cold crisp night,
or the warm blue sky so close to the bright yellow sun.
Breathe Marina.

Thanks to Corey,
          Love Marina.

Ashes of Death

You light up,
take your first hit.
Death enters your lungs,
and the feelings legit.
Every hit you take,
you pray its your last.
All hope is gone,
and your pain is trapped.
Living day by day,
hiding behind your smile.
Your soul is deteriorating,
and strength gone from inside you.
Now left with no care in the world,
the last hit burns your throat.
The Ashes of Death surround you,
stealing your last bit of hope.

Summer

I can't tell you how much i miss summer.
All those weekends taking adventures to Dexter.
It was the time of my life.
Jumping off the Bridge, and staring at the stars at night.
Listening to amazing music that Corey introduced me too.
Meeting people that i thought i could never find.
Becoming friends with Dreamers.
It's like a whole other life out there.
Graffiti under the bridge, creating our own art.
Going on boat rides, playing king of the tube.
Laughing so hard, my sides ached.
Having someone to talk to about life, and they understood you.
The train tracks were my favorite place to be, so many memories there.
Having Corey taking amazing senior pictures for me, and getting a train in the background.
So many things i miss about summer, and Dexter in general.
I'll be back soon my loves, and it will be like old times with new memories.
Dexter here i come, the summer is close and new memories are about to be made.


This is for those people i have met in Dexter. You changed my life :)

                                                             Love,
                                                                 Marina

Hate

It's a strong word isn't it?
This emotion describes all the pain you feel in one word.
I rarely ever use this in a meaningful way, but this time it applies.

I hate you.
You acted like you wanted to be together.
You let me fall for you, even in that little period of time.
I wanted to get to know you better, start something special.
But it's You who pushed me away, You hurt me.
And yet You told me You didn't want to hurt me.
Well Your a dumb ass because you already fucking did.
I thought You were better than what he would tell me about You.
He claimed You were a player, but i didn't want to believe it.
I wanted to prove to him You were better than that.
But You wouldn't let me, being the selfish person you are.
Now all You are is scum to me.
You don't give a fuck about anyone but yourself.
I got over you eventually, but i still think about what we could have been.
You couldn't hate enough to love, is that supposed to be enough?
You showed me that song, every time i listen to it, it reminds me of You.
You never needed any help, You sold me out to save yourself.
It's funny how these lyrics apply to you, Ive listened to them over 100 times.

I love the song, but now their all Dead Memories to me.
And we were never alive and we won't be born again,
But ill never survive with dead memories in my heart,
Dead Memories in my Heart.
Think about what you did to me, they dont have to be dead memories anymore
You could change that, make the memories come back to life...
But don't worry I no longer have faith in You, so i don't expect anything from You.
Now You know how i feel, so lets bury all your secrets in my skin.
                                                       Yours Truly,
                                                                Marina

What am i?

I am something that brings people together, 
Without my presence you may feel empty, 
My job is to be the closest thing to magic,
I am like a painting- i bring things to life, 
My presence can awaken long lost feelings,
I can last a lifetime- & never fade away,
I bring happiness- but can also bring heartache,
Ive traveled all over the world and back,
I have the ability to get you through anything,
I cant be one sentence- it has to be felt within, 
I put someone elses wants and needs before my own,
I am Pleasure, Passion and Patience
You feel me everyday, What am i?

Love

Love is a strong word
what does it mean to you?
To me its a way of life
You should love everything
about your life
But the sad thing is,
i don't.


You find that someone you 
enjoy spending time with,
Everything is perfect
and you want to spend 
more time with them.


Then they take that
and rip it out of your heart.
You try to talk to them,
but they already forgotten
about you. 
You tell them your feelings
and those get ignored as well.
You say you don't want to hurt me,
but don't worry 
the damage is already done.


I lay in my room thinking of you,
i wonder if you do the same.
You may be trying to save yourself,
but I'm not going anywhere.
I want a reason to forget you,
but you don't give me one.
All i hear is the excuses
"i don't wanna get hurt"
But don't worry you cant hurt me,
You've already done your job.


All i ask from you is this,
just give us a chance.
I gave up the love of my life,
for a date with you.
The lights were amazing,
i was floating on Cloud 9.
It was like a dream,
but without the nightmares.
You know that i can make you happy,
but why do you push me away?


Your being selfish,
all you think about is yourself.
All you worry about is running away.
You don't have to run anywhere,
when you could just be happy with me....


Please you know who you are,
just give me a chance to be yours. 
Because i want you to be mine. 


                    Yours Truly,
                              Marina