Lies

I tell myself im strong,
but when i get butterflies,
because i think of you,
i know i cant move on.
Tell me what i did wrong,
you gave me too little time,
is time too much to ask for?
I can't be hurt any more than i already am,
Ive tried to hate you & despise you,
but my emotions wont let me,
they take control of my actions,
any other girl would just accept it and move on.
But i try to have faith in you,
im torturing myself by thinking of you,
can't you see i care?
If you don't want to hurt me,
then why not try to make it better.
I lie to myself when i say i have moved on,
but the truth is..i get sick to my stomach because you are gone.